你要开心点，你知道吗？
每次你伤心，我也不会好过，
因为你愁眉苦面，我也不会眉开眼笑，
但是，如果我看见你微笑，自然而然，我也会笑，
因为，我以经被你的笑容深深地吸引了。
还有一样东西是，非常糟糕，
我竟然在考试时，不会写华语字了。
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
你要开心。
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Damn hate it!
WTH,who you think i am, Mafia? or Gangster?
Please use a better way to let me study,
Not forcing me,force doesn't work,
It will made over effect,i was trying to be a good son infront you,
But why you always think that i'm bad?
I went out for dinner/drinking with friends also can't?
I just drink normal drink,NOT ALCOHOL,
Why can't yo just understand my situation?
I got so many question mark from you.
You cannot compare to the others,
Me is me,Derrick Wan,
Yeah,i can't get good result,i am not like other people son,
Get flying colours in their exam result,
But i at least become a great son in front of you,
I don't smoke,
My friends call me to drink alcohol drink,i refuse to drink it and reject it,
I din hang out till midnight,
I din mix with gangster/mafia,
Because i know dislike,
So i always try my best to do my duty as a son,
I respect you,what you ask me i will answer you patiently,
You call me teach you anything,i will teach you patiently,
But please don't depend on you daily mood to treat me,
I always do my best,and i will get a damn return.
I get a driving license,not for drifting/racing with friends,
I just wanna convenient you,
I can go my training myself,
I can go play sports myself,
Because you always not very willing to fetch me,
And i know,you care of my safety,
But why can't you just teach me few lesson first?
I'm willing to let you teach.
I just hope i can get what i want,
And family support is very important to me,
I'm keeping my finger cross,and waiting the god pass by,
No matter,how you treat me,
You're still ranking in my heart,
I wouldn't forget how to care me when i was small,
I promise i will pay you back TRIPLE when i grow up,
I just hope you can support me,
And understand my situation and know what i want it now.
Well,at here i wish YOU and HIM happy always.
The boy deserve to have you,
Because he's better than me x100000
And i will always support you spiritually,
Tell me when you falling,i will hold you like i'm holding
The wooden marionette.
Back of every creation, supporting it like an arch, is faith. Enthusiasm is nothing: it comes and goes. But if one believes, then miracles occur.
Henry Miller
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
Am i stupid?
Today was my 3rd time for the car driving lesson,
But i still wondering why i can't control the machine well?
Am i that stupid? I got no idea,
Once i step into the car i told myself not to worry and be calm,
Perhaps i can perform well for the first 20 minutes,
After that when the car on the road,
My mind was empty and stop working,
Once the uncle command me to do i only move,just like a robot,
It make me feel anxious this few days,
When i haven't start the lesson i was so desperate for a P license plate,
But after 3 lesson of driving i feel tasteless,
Anyone can teach me how to release anxiety?
Its annoy me, FUCK!!!!
And also the engine ran out several times,
Why does manual car so difficult to control it,DAMN!!!
My car exam is on next Monday and yet i still can't control the machine well,
What should i do? Please give me some tips *ANNOYING*
Its freaking costly for the car exam,so i don't want to waste the money again,
I need some way that can release anxiety easily.
Competition,Exams and Confessions always make me feel anxious,
Please teach me how to sack off this bloody habit.
God Bless Me!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Mood Up and Down.
Well,today just a normal day for me,
But when i log in my FB just now,
You post something you love it but i jealous bout it!!!
But well this is your own choice to choose,
So i'll just support you spiritually in my heart,
But i guess you wouldn't receive it,
Actually i shouldn't continue love you secretly when i heard that you crush on HIM,
I'm a stupid dumb ass.
God will bless you with him forever and ever,
And i will continue loitering around,
Like a Nerd!
Monday, September 6, 2010
Ain't my day. Happy and Unhappy issue happened in 1 day.
The first thing make me happy was i went to gym with my friends,
And i finally break my record that was i can spend 30 minutes on cardio,
Finally i did that,because usually i just can stand there for 20 minutes,
But today perhaps my body was in a good status hahaha!!!
We spend our time in gym for about 3 hours,
And had our lunch at 1U,
Then wait for bus (My second time of taking bus lol and it was freaking tough.),
Then second thing make me feel very unhappy is i met 2 blady fool motor cyclist,
Their behavior were very suspicious,
So i quickly ran back to my house,
And been warned by someone,
Come on,please tell me why malaysia got so many snatch thief and robbery!!!
I HATE THEM!!!
Friday, September 3, 2010
Hurray!!!
Hurray,finally holidays come,
But i got no idea what to do,
Perhaps get a job to cover my daily expenses!!!
Study i am freaking lazy to do that haha,
But good news for me i am going to learn how to drive a car,
Second lesson now,and i still anxious for controlling the machine,
It was freaking mess.
But just pray for me,i will pass and get my P,
So that i can go for Judo alone,
And get into Gym for eye candies lol,
And lastly i can date my love one to Cinema hahahaha.
By the way it's time for fight now!!!
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