When i was down,where the heck are you?

Today suppose to be a greatful day for,
But someone just broke down my day,
Sometime i wonder why?
Why i wasted your money?
Who you think i am?
Why can you be so stubborn?
You know i already tried my best to did my duty?
You know i already frustrated on you?
How come you can be so cruel?
My day was totally broke down by you guys!
If you guys not planning to do it,
Then please tell me at the first,
Don't wait till the final decision moment and you guys giving me so many bullshit excuse!
You all wouldn't know how bullshit are you guys.......
I suppose to respect you all instead of hate!
But you are forcing me to do this way!
Sometime i told myself to think of your situation,
But well i just can't accept the excuse you gave!
I'm just begging the GOD to give me some luck!
I try to be stronger,be determine,be tolerant and be tough,
But i been attacked by so many stuff in this entire MARCH!


To The One I Love and Admire:
Where are you,when i was having such challenging stuff?
Maybe you're happy-ing with your friends!
When late at night,i can't fall asleep,
I look at the STARS and i wish you are missing me too,
Sometime i just need your words to cheer me up,
I got no regret to love you,
In spite you're different races with me,
But still the same words "Who Fuck Care?"
As long that i love you and never mind at all!
You are my antidote,
You are my everything,
But i am just a ordinary friend in your mind?
Hmmm.......



To GOD:
I hope you can bless me.......
I am tired of facing them,
Please stop giving me so much challenge issues,
I need a rest.
And wanna ask you a question.
Why those who did bad deeds never get punishment?
I admit i did some bad deeds too but i admit i do good deeds sometimes too,but why i got such issue?
A peaceful dream!
A peaceful life!
A Peaceful environment!
Its enough for me,i'm not greedy.

I wondering what i doing now is it the right thing?

I just don't know why i fall in love with you,
Your Face,
Your Laugh,
Your Lips,
Your Eyes,
Your ear,
I just love you like hell,and you'll never realize it,
Evry morning i woke up,i told myself (live well),
I just hope to see your face everyday and every moment,
You always told me that you aren't pretty,
But in my heart,you're like an angel for me,
I love you because of the shock feel,
I care you a lot,
Everytime when i text you,you didn't reply me,
I was wondering are you busy or what?
Or you dislike my text?
Perhaps!
Although we are the different race,but who care?
I love you is enough.
I wanna confess to you,but i don't have the guts.
I stop hoping start from now,i just wanna get in your heart,
And i wanna be selfish,i wanna own you forever ever!
I promise you!!!!!!!!!!!!!